INTRO Watch me walk away Watch me end my fade I'm barefaced VERSE Watch me build something then take it away Like it's nothing watch me fake a smile anyway I've been hangin for days next to sweaters and Jays This the result of mental health decay If we talkin bout my flow that shits air tight If we talkin bout my rope I can't breath right I've hawkin all my feelings on the inside Might ignite if my buttons get pushed right But I can't go yet Gotta get a couple commas on my check Drama dug in the rubble so I can't recollect Trauma hugs peakin trebles screeching its dialect Lot of smug speakin that will leave you with no self respect Push eject But Dizzy can't disconnect Drown in stress that injects these defects to dwindle my sense Infested with riddles spinnin is tense Now I'm stuck in the middle again

VERSE I try to understand the world when it comes around Lockin myself in my room where I won't come out The pain that seeps in my veins that's something to worry about So many people wanna bring you down just gotta flourish around 'em I'm trying to overcome hopefully today's a sober one I've bangin like a drum and still can't get anything done Maybe I'll run awaaaaay But the fact is This action is drastic I feel I've been abandoned but somewhat held captive CHORUS Maybe I'll run awaaaaay But not today See how I feel tomorrow but I'm afraid I'll feel the same way [x2] VERSE II I've been tryna hang on tight for jet wing flight I'll put the red eye in your vision tonight Blow up bag just to have good time Smoke yourself senseless to get past the rough ride But it don't work like that Gotta work towards gettin past all that Do the math expand your mind into a map Fix the rotting bridges so they don't collapse On you, when you need to walk through all the troublesome groove Wanna fix your head look to conscience for clues Girl I've been thinkin of you But all these cloud hide me from you If I could through just to touch hands with you This haze over thinkin scews my outlook too I'm feelin the doom CHORUS VERSE III I can barely speak I can rarely eat And every it comes around I'm left on my knees I've been bangin center council tryin not to scream But the fact is I'll still lie and when you asked what's wrong I said nothing But yet I pray that you know I'm bluffing But you know what they say about sufferin It's your decision But pain is not It's hard to keep a clear vision When all this shit won't stop My notions are hopeless I'm always being out spoken my motions are slowin no focus CHORUS

VERSE I've been thinkin bout some things from the past Don't know what anxiety is but how long does it last I done scratched the last of my ash off this rash I'm one eye lash away before my wrist get the slash I'm on the cusp bout to bust overthinking on stupid stuff No lust in my blood just love I need that human touch My trust is ruined think I'm screwin call my bluff Just had a reunion with a gun that flashed the sun I'm self medicating going crazy I got murder premeditating Another failing momma's baby raiding your neighborhood Mercedes Stealing whatever I get my hands on lately Trichotillomania it's fuckin frustrating We talkin life! My vertebrae serrated like a knife So if you stab me in the back I'll stick ya twice Precise when I sacrifice your head should suffice If you wanna roll the dice I'm drivin my bettin price up to new heights CHORUS We all face demons that's why I make friends with my shadow We keep walking in herds though the walls are getting narrow We all face demons that's why I make friends with my shadow We keep walking in herds though the walls are getting narrow I've been thinkin bout some things from the past Don't know what anxiety is but how long does it last I done scratched the last of my ash off this rash I'm one eye lash away before my wrist get the slash VERSE Maybe if Os/wald got the same lawyers as Simpson He'd be ridin freely sippin green tea serotonin I always got the juice! But for now I'm locked in motion I'ma cynic in my division quality the quotient Boastin an over average savage status I had dis ground broken But there's something bout a bitch I been knowin I'ma hit the lead to his head then I'm coastin Eagle spread off a ledge quantity in potion I got what you need! Destroy enemy Jeeps, I'ma reap If you in the trenches mortars reachin deep Breech every leech this is World War three Got the opposing teams hangin from a tree Lately I'm on edge, bitin my fingers tips to the bed now I've bled My mental state is stuffed with waste I wish I could be dead But instead I'm decaying in my own flesh No texts getting read then what's next you can't digest CHORUS

CHORUS Just know when I go I will leave no note Just neglected lyrics that I wrote (I know what your askin) VERSE Is life really worth it? Whats my purpose, I'm nervous Does all my family deserve this Hands want to be swervin so you can be served some concrete off the side of the street Can't use a gun because you need to be in the open casket lookin neat Tell the mortition to put a smile 8on my face even though I admit I've been defeated So now everything is solved not like anybody's been cheated Not like my little sister wouldn't have a bigger brother that's wise far beyond his years But that's overlooked because I've got sense of humor that spreads chear Don't wanna take me seriously since I got the ear I'll tear the curtains and destroy the gear It's a Kurt Cobain type of year I get talked down and locked down just because I wanna have some fun And we all know that you only live once Well life's a bitch but don't worry because When she breaks up with you you'll realize y'all had short run A hundred years turn to a hundred meters Don't you wish you were young CHORUS VERSE I'm lazy, layin in bed a lot lately Lonely feeling like nobody wants to date me They probably sense that I even hate me Nine inch nails in my tires gon deflate me There's only one comprise with suicide Unless you shake all the salt off your fries But they've been sittin for a long time Stale thoughts still linger and makes you numb inside But it's ok if you need to leave the kitchen Take a smoke break out back for a minute Come to your senses it's time to get back to business Off your knees that's not how you get forgiveness Cyanide in the punch I laced em Invade your brain waves it's not to trace em My voice gon be heard like Casey Kasem Big brother's watching no need to chase em BREAKDOWN I'm not just Dizzy baby I'm the best Nuclear when I unload my stress Raw plays makin moves with finesse Barefaced for my debut project My raps are 10 whole tabs of the best Liquid Swords Drawn from the vest Whippin at the crack of dawn clash to test But this the type a trip that'll leave you with less I had a bad day, sat and turned it all away I just learned some truths so I guess I'ma just lay here

CHORUS I keep the windows open just in case I do jump out The breeze is flyin in but it don't matter I'm in drought I'm trying to keep the taste of doubt up out my mouth But things are too hard when you're not around VERSE Extra extra read in all the news History repeats itself I'm feelin deja vu Round twenty-two of the blues It's so hard when I sit and think of you Girl you're all ever need and that's true I was your vine you're my sweet honeydew You detached got me feelin I was used I didn't realize the real lies in the zoo Turns out this whole time I was kept behind the cage I've been soakin moldin rollin deeper into rage There's no rain on my face but backstage Feel the hot rage that melts the ice age CHORUS I keep the windows open just in case I do jump out The breeze is flyin in but it don't matter I'm in drought I'm trying to keep the taste of doubt up out my mouth But things are too when you're not around BRIDGE I'm drownin down over you, over you, over you I'm drownin down over you, over you, over you I'm drownin down over you, over you, over you Round twenty-two of the blues [HOLD 4 BARS] CHORUS I keep the windows open just in case I do jump out The breeze is flyin in but it don't matter I'm in drought I'm trying to keep the taste of doubt up out my mouth But things are too hard when you're not around I keep the windows open for breeze Ignorance is bliss keep hate away from me I keep the windows open just release all of the heat The breeze blows away all the leaves [BEAT SWITCH] CHORUS II I keep the windows open for breeze Ignorance is bliss keep hate away from me I keep the windows open just release all of the heat The breeze blows away all the leaves VERSE Release the heat We're bout to hit negative three degrees I better cease these behaviors Before I'm bathing in my disease I'm spiralling down where is my saviour Hangin from a string but that won't stop me from falling off of this glacier Feel the gravity from Mother Nature Didn't know your own hormones could rape ya I got the weight of the world on my chest The fate of my life lies in the hands of this fest-ering Mess that's me Sweltering temperament measuring my sensitivity Censoring tendencies that off my centering The taste of serenity is teasin me Hate that blocks clarity dulls your identity CHORUS II I keep the windows open for breeze Ignorance is bliss keep hate away from me I keep the windows open just release all of the heat The breeze blows away all the leaves VERSE II Fuck all that singin shit, I'm bout to bring us in My head in spinning around like the ring I'm in I am no longer resilient so we all better be diligent Prescription meds I ain't feelin it Temptation inbeds it's dread I'm bout to peel again I see depression leaning in reaping my benefits If I can't discredit it I'm seein red again Fuck it. CHORUS II

👹 INTRO The way I see it we're off the wall Watching paint dry, yep this gon be our downfall Tryin to shape up but we all have withdrawals So don't judge because you don't know my quarrel I had a good day It don't matter skies are grey Cuz there's a bouquet that I put in your doorway I had a good day VERSE Chillin with my posse gettin lit (Aaaye!) Looks like we just bombed a fairway And we haven't even left our driveway B's got that looks you can tell he couldn't drive straight It would take an earthquake for him to awake So he can come clean in space and concentrate Yo B! I'ma need to re-calibrate If I had on an armored plate I would say it's okay But you can't drive in this state of mind or docs 'll have to amputate And me I'm tryna keep my legs So just breath and let me take The keys away, it'll be okay Give it 20 minutes time to rearrange But we're in agreement as the speakers bang CHORUS I had a good day Sat and smoked it all away I got a new place In my head I'ma just stay here [x2] The way I see it we're off the wall Watching paint dry, yep this gon be our downfall Tryin to shape up but we all have withdrawals So don't judge because you don't know my quarrel VERSE After party at my house Till the Suns out Liquor being downed Music so loud can't hear the siren sound I've been runnin round Tryna put a cap on bad but I just got a text that my moms in town Oh shit. Everybody get the fuck out right now I can not afford to be kicked out because I got 40 dollars in my account I'll be bumpin Curren$y until the sun shines I'll be rappin fluently tryna run mine Clean up the house so they don't skin my hide Paranoid like a tweaker every time I hear a car drive by I'ma get this place lookin new before they arrive Everything sparkling from ceiling to tile So there's nothing they can say And sit back with the boys and enjoy the rest of this good day CHORUS

Slow stride for I come in low tide I'm sorry I'm trying my best My mind stays racin all the time I got triggers to pull off my chest When I see the the sun I come around But when it goes down I simmer out Now I'm layin on the ground, crawlin as the cold wind howls

CHORUS You can bet I've been locked up all day when it rains Cuz I'm feelin that way But when I rise I'ma try and make a change Don't contemplate just change the fade VERSE I I feel like season eleven Dennis I'm bout to roll the credits Guilt about something bubbling up I can't seem to for get it Depression is hate pointed inward Don't forget those words Don't listen and you'll froze in curse Pay attention to the road sharp curves Like a blade to ya throat Now you dressed up in ya nice coat He died wonderin if you'd find the notes that he'd wrote He'd felt hated like the Patriots' cheatin coach Summer suicides rise talkin bout runnin a drill I'd rather die before I have to swallow a pill But I'ma keep natural and stick to Gaia's green thrill I'm just spillin how I feel Guerilla tactics hit you like a bug in ya mattress But I'm not the only one that's gonna run this backwards And then be shattered afterwards to find what you thought I was sayin was half as worse Every song there's one verse involves me in a hurse I've said through many words I am prone to burst I want the throne or someone's gettin hurt Not skywalkin now but I'm Anikan when's he's burnt CHORUS VERSE II Maybe if I wasn't such a shitty brother I'd feel better but instead I'd rather wallow in dread, stay silent and lay in bed It's hard when you want your fade to end but you know living is gonna be worth it in the end Or yet that's what's been said People have lied many times but I've been over fed I won't believe what your sayin unless your Devil in my head But now that I think about it that's why I'm depressed I regress into my room where it's a mess BRIDGE Breaking old habits is hard like the first day I'm just hoping that I make it to my 28th birthday I've been waitin all day in the rain No umbrella The windows open instead of My heart I guess I've been misleading from the start I'm just of afraid of treason from my counter parts CHORUS VERSE III Ya fade is ya life force The source inflated through intercourse Life slowly overloading many ports And it seems when it gets cold our minds distort And we're all a submissive victim to this vicious vixen and her court So let's keep this winter short You fade in and you fade out Third verse where I lay it down Talkin about how you switch your route (Message!) I can only see the sunset through the window sill Dripping rain in my window pane It's just the same thang that I been tryna change but you still layin down with your head In the same pillow that you hold when your upset (Don't chya?) Mind scrambled and can never think what happens next You gotta get yo ass the fuck up That's all that can be said don't act so stuck up (Talk about my fade) Low cut like the roof off the Range Decapitate all the people that you ponder to call restraints (New school shooter in the news slab) Talk up all the barter to the higher power but you don't who has The view wide enough to change that much You think gun reforms gonna change the storm flow of the under tow When your fighting off the calm clouds that hang above You need to hail Posiedon cuz tryin to talk some sense into people admirin These false prophets, they don't understand they have an option I can easily buy some guns around Lotus and Compton And nobody could stop me We need change our motive Focus on the shitty mental health that strongly owns us Or the fact that you don't have dollar you can loan us I'm not a Liberal bitch or a Conservative dick I'm just the type of kid that likes to get shit did Done right Ain't no need to kill others then take your own life That's some bitch shit CHORUS

Barefaced I'm barefaced [SYNTH BEAT] PRE-VERSE This ain't ice in my cup it's broken glass/ Fallin fast as I take a sip from my mask taste dreams broken in the past/ you can feel the rush Gotta keep a killer put OJ in the push Rollin up a rapper in hotel rug/ Conscious tellin me to be clean brush it off like bug/ It don't really matter no more because the holes already dug VERSE So I bury myself six feet In a substance that's illegal so when I'm drownin my sorrows gotta be discreet Feel the blast from the bag in the passenger seat If Hip-Hop is dying I'm its last gleam Catch me racing the track I'm the man to defeat If you need a check up you can come some me I prescribe the hardest anesthetic for garbage Got a style that never gon tarnish None of them brats can harm me Cuz I'm fathering nobody ask Maury Got that next gen flow yall rappers Atari When Jesus rose I was the bright light that endawned him Dizzy conceived on nuclear gin and tonic Receive the mic like a pipe then I bomb it Barefaced bitch, what chya to do now